Last Post

So the last post.......jealousy.... has currently developed into something huge.

Anyway, as of today its not worth posting about. Its not my jealousy but a family members who is going through some issues at this point. Once things settle for her I'll tell the tale but as for today if I started to write, I'd be her for weeks and weeks just typing. I figure once its over I can sum it up nicely for all to read.

Jealousy..........

*TUMBLE WEEDS....................

Holy Crap!! Has it really been that long since I posted?

My life and house has been CRAZY! My kids are better, I'm better and things are slowing down for at least the weekend.

April was nuts! We bought a multifamily home to rent out and we are currently renovating the first floor to rent in August. We are very excited and looking to get another one at the end of this year or early next. My husband also worked CRAZY hours this month.

May ~ My hubby graduated from college. I'm very proud of him! He worked so hard to get where he is.

Now, for summer! WAHOO...I have lots of fun stuff planned for me and the kids during the week and fun vacations for the summer.
I'm very happy the weather is nicer and we are out and outside much more.

Well I'm off hopefully not for a month ++ I have friends coming for dinner since our husbands are away!

Cough, cough, Sniffle, Sniffle

Good lord I didn't know how fast a cold could reck a house!

It all started Friday night and has continued to today. We all seem much better but we still have the lingering sniffles. We've literally been in the house since Friday that would make it 5 days since I drove my car! I wonder if I remember how? HA!

Well even with the sniffles I'm going to be one of those mothers that takes her kids out. We can't stay in here anymore. I refuse to do any cleaning and I'm so sick of laundry I could puke.

So today there is a free music concert for kids at the elementary school as long as my little devil doesn't misbehave this morning we are in!

Ok time to finally shower....it is almost 10am EST

Changes

I wonder how many times I can change the look of my blog until I find the perfect one???

I have lots to tell and share but lately sitting behind my computer has been a mission. We are closing on our first rental property Thursday so I'm scrambling to get the final stuff done.

My two wonderful children have decided yet again that sleep is a bad thing so I'm tired. My house is a shit hole to put it nicely.

Anyway we are off to touch-a-truck and pizza for dinner so hopefully I'll have time to fill in the blanks later.

Children = No Sleep

Like you didn't know that already!!

Holy crap am I exhausted. My sweet baby girl decided that 4:30am is going to be her new wake up time lately. Then she takes care of business and then decides its PLAYTIME. I finally get her to sleep...in bed with me (big no no I know) and its about 5:45am then at 6am I hear my son in his room "Good Morning Mommy, I have good Sleep...come get me!!"

YOU HAVE TO BE KIDDING ME? So needless to say I'm tired as all heck, I'm hungry, I need to do laundry I should really take a nap but I can't ... why you ask?? Because in about 7minutes my guilty pleasure comes on TV....DAYS OF OUR LIVES....yes that is right. I'm a junkie. The show sucks lately but I have to have it on.

So you see I do this all to myself.

Can You Tell

That I am still trying to get here and post? Well in case you haven't noticed computer life for me is now down to a minium. Chasing my son and carrying my daughter are my new priorities! I still try to read blogs and take time for me but I've had a rough few weeks and I'm finally feeling like me again. Thanks to my friends and my snarkies you know who you are!

So I must let you all know that I have lots of dirt to share and a good post that I'm working about regarding my first real marital challenge. This weekend was interesting to say the least.

You'll have to wait another day or so since I have to take Ellery to the doctor. You can probably see in the picture of her below that she has this little patch inbetween her eyes. Well, I thought it was excema, who wouldn't since her brother had it as a baby. Anyway, I did what the nurse said and now its worse. EEKKK!! So Nicholas is going to the park with a friend of mine and her kids and E and I are going to the dark side to see the scary doctor.

Hopefully its nothing...................

Hey Baby........

Would you like a sip of my HOT chocolate?

























My daddy says I'm not ready to date boys!

So it is Saturday

I'm freakin' bored and pissed and my leg hurts.

My leg hurts because I had laser surgery on a vein on Wednesday. Its sore and bursed but I'm told the end results are well worth it. They better be because in about a year from now I have to have the other leg done.

So I'm pissed because I think my daughter has a milk allergy like an all of a sudden thing. My husband thinks I'm nuts and that she might just have a stomach bug. She is 11 weeks old. I'll save you the gorey details of the consistancy etc. I've decided to wait and call the doctor on monday since she isn't screaming in pain or uncomfortable her poop just likes weird. I'm probably being a hypo but I guess that is what mothers do.

After everything I've been through with this whole breastfeeding issues, then the C-Diff and now this I'm just at my witts end. There are days I feel like a shitty mother because something that is suppose to be so natural just isn't for me. I should be thankful that I have healthy wonderful children who love me, snuggle with me and make my life a better place. I guess its just still all the hormones and emotions of everything.

To top it off, I'm sick of this cold weather BS!! I want to get out and take my kids for a walk and do stuff. Instead we are stuck in the house. Plus my DH is leaving Sunday night for a business trip and isn't coming home until Thursday. Whoopie! I'm a trooper, I'll survive......with beer and wine and lots of it.

Ok, so I just tried to upload a picture it didn't work.......grrrrrrrrrrr I wanted to share my lovable, snuggable babies. Anyone...help?? Oh she's awake its going to have to wait anyway...

Let the day begin

Well I made it back. Not as quickly as I wanted too but I'm here. I'm going to try to make an effort to post often as I need an outlet lately.

So my day began at 5am as it has been the past week. I forgot that a 3 month old gets up so early because there little tummy is growling from hunger. Ellery is such an angel. She doesn't cry for mommy to come feed her in the morning, she talks to me. It is sweet. Then when my little man, who isn't so little anymore gets up I hear. "Hi Mommy, I wake now!! Go downstairs Mommy." I'm EXAHUSTED but when I hear his little voice and her little coo's I melt and completely give in to whatever they want.

So as tired as I may be today, our day begain at 5am and Nicholas' at 6:30. ROCK ON!

~ B

PS. I'm working on uploading pic's and making this blog more fun, a little each day!

WAHOOOOOO

Well, its been a long road since April.

I thought I lost this wonderful blog but apparently I didn't. A lot has happened in life and I'll post some updates soon. I just wanted to make sure things were cooking.

I'LL BE BACK I PROMISE!

Beaner